'The Best Personal Experience\r'

'Every sensation take hold experiences in their life history. These experiences could be the incidents which was happened in someone else life or in our life. Some mass project lessons from their experiences and some experiences change the peoples life automatic alwaysy(prenominal)y. Who am I? is my best personal experience I pee ever had in my life . During all of my primary quill schooltime durations, I seemed as if I were screen behind a mask. When I was at menage I was a totally different person. At school I was trying to be a person who could jibe in, but the more I tried and true the more it didn’t seem to work.\r\n all over I went I would censor what I say depending on my surroundings and the people that were with me. Most of the time I would non say anything at all because I was afraid of be embarrassed. I would invariably overhear to change my mode when different people were around me. It was horrible; I hated it. I was getting sick and tired of alwa ys being someone I was not. It was about the middle of the summertime of 1998, when I was at grade nine, that I realize that being two different people was the wipe up thing that I could done to myself and that I did have separate options.\r\nAround that time, a major determine on my life was my cousin, Thilani. She taught me that I would wholly go through once and that I should be the person that I was and not some one that just tries to fit in. We were sitting a in a drinking chocolate shop, one evening, when she asked me the one interrogative than changed my life. â€Å"Who are you? ” When I world-class heard this promontory I hesitated to answer. This foreland opened a new door in my mind that had never been opened before. This was the first question that had actually made me think about myself and who I was.\r\nThe more I concept about her question the more I realised that I had a decision to make; to be the person who tried to fit in and cared what other pe ople thought or to be myself. For the past 15 eld I had tried to fit in, and I had cared what other people thought and this hadn‘t seemed to work. So, for the first time, I was sledding to be myself. When I started to be myself, it seemed as if everything was different. I used to verbal expression at was only on the surface. I would not normally look deeply into a particular subject. When I was myself, the environment seemed as if it had a deeper meaning.\r\nEvery thing I saw, heard, smelled, and felt I would perceive it in a extremely different way than ever before. Because of this, I was fit to take what I had learned and impart it to many different things. When I went back to school, things were all changed, my view toward life had changed, the people around me changed and my relationship with my family was changed. For example, before I realized this, my grades at school were decent but not the best that could be because I was lazy. After I got to school everything motley of fell together, it all made sense.\r\nI realized that if I did the work first I could be lazy later and not have to pose about it. As a result, my grades sky-rocketed in my superior year. In school, my circle of friends were people that I had been going to school with since sixth grade. I too had friends that were not in my circle. When I went back to school I decided to be one person, myself. After the first month, I realized that most of my friends were all unmarried serving friends. That is, they were friends only during good times and that’s all. Most of my friends slowly parted from me because I went my give birth way.\r\nI didn’t try to fit in. At this time in my life I ap present out who my real friends were and who I really was. As my attitude changed so did my relations with my family. My sister and I fought all the time. It was always about small unintelligent stuff that was not really relevant. One mean solar day while we were having a smal l quarrel, I stop and took a step back and looked at the extended picture. It hit me, I realized that I shouldn’t sweat for small stuff. People are not perfect, they do make mistakes. After this day it seemed as if my sister and I had the perfect relationship.\r\nI was also able to really connect with the people in my family. The bond between my family and I has grown stronger ever since. Through what I have learned, I was able to put myself into other peoples shoes and see their point of view as well as my own, prominent me new perspectives and insight in all areas of life. public is a new day, and I take one day at a time. So, who am I? I am not a person who tries to fit in, I am not a person who cares what other people think, I am Anuththara, an individual, I am my own entity. So far, this has been, without a doubt, the best personal experience I had in my life.\r\n'